Park Jaebum, 2PM

The title in Allkpop.com : Jaebeom leaves Korea, saddening and full of terrifying things that left people reading in tears.

I don’t care how people put this, but I will still call him my LeadJa and Leader.

Whoever the new leader for 2PM is (currently it’s Junho) I will never address him as leader.

Not because I do not favor or like him, but because I still believe that Jay is and always be my 2PM deul, leader.

Park Jaebum hated Korea. Hell Yeah, he should be proud saying that now. Why? It seems that netizens are so out of focus and has no other thing else to do except searching for man’s fault. Stupid netizens~!

WHAT IS THIS WITH KOREAN WAVE? GET AWAY ALL THESE LIES. NO KOREAN WAVE. WITH NETIZENS BEING THE THREAT, I DON’T THINK KOREAN WAVE IS GOING WELL. I’M STARTING TO HATE IT AS WELL. JAY LOVE FOREVER!

Let me tell you something, Park Jaebum.

“we love you and we hope that you’ll always stay the way you are. frankly speaking, you’re the icon of 2pm. without you, it’s something incomplete. i don’t know why you came to the decision, in stead of fighting for your future in Korea, but, I believe you jay. i bluntly believe you. I believed anything you do will make you happy. and the path you just chose last 12 hours are undoubtedly the best. but i still can’t believe will be seeing 2pm without you since you’re the leader. you will always be 2pm leader and that’s it. even though i love all 2pm members and i favor wooyoung the most out of all of you, i still believe and always believe you are the most perfect leader for all of them. i don’t care whether JYPE said it’s Junho or whoever, but I only see you. it’s you and only you, will always be you jay. no one else. i had enough of tearing my eyes out. the pearl of my tears keep on rolling down just because i could not help it. my heart has been damaged by this incident. I can’t believe this fact. the fact that you’ll not entertain me anymore longer. the fact that there’ll be no more stupid acts from you. your stupid acts gave me the laughter, gave me the strength to keep on my cheer and joyful life.

Jay, it’s still me. do you know how much my heart hurts when i heard you wanted to leave? it ached so much that i could not even breathe. Jay, i hope you read this. it is a lot better now since i came to my senses, i will always support you, love. no matter what. all the things that you’ve been going through, let it rests on my shoulder. i’ll endure it for you. i know you might think it’s easier to say than to act them. but, babe, you’re my jewel, what can i say more? you’re the jewel in all of our hearts. i believe that one day we’ll be together again. as always. you’ll be there won’t you? you’ll be performing again, right? I can’t stop my tears now while sending you my messages. I keep on telling myself to get over it. but as you thought so, saying is simpler than acting it. I can’t. my heart can not bear. my heart asks for you. you and only you. can’t you see that coming? our tears, put all together, is more than the water of Han river. I love you jay, really i do.

Jay, i wanted to understand this decision, but at some moments, i went dumbfounded. I don’t know what should i do when you’re not around. what should i do when i watch all 2PM performances that i’ve downloaded? how should i react when i see you on the previous shows you were in? what should i say to people who this heartbreaking fella is? do you think i can calmly say, ‘it’s 2pm ex-leader jaebum’ hell no, jay, hell no! tell me how am i supposed to undergo these circumstances, jay?! no, i’m not blaming you, i will never. i gathered all my energy to spill this all to you jay. I can’t live any longer without you around, to make me laugh, to make me smile, to make me cry, to make my jaw drops. nobody jay, but you.

I’ve had enough of netizens, this effin netizens are going beyond rational. what’s the fault? who’s at fault? before this he had bad perception, but he’s working out you cruel devil antis. i wish putting them in Malaysia and just did all sort of obstacle for them to live here. put them in jungle with the orangutan! they must be pretty happy then. jay, do you know why we love you? only one main reason baby, JUST BECAUSE. it’s just because you are you, babe. we love you so much. no, not we, but I. me myself can’t restrain my feelings towards you jay. You’re gorgeous, but that’s not the main of all. it’s just because you’re you. i love the way you give services to us, no, to me. I satisfy. I love it. I endure it. I crave it. Darn, man! I crave it. i will always crave it, jay! will always do. Jay, it’s almost time, for me to stop. but i really wish you read this. I want you to know that i love you more than ever. now i know the meaning of letting go. now i know the meaning of sacrifice. I love you jay, and i’ll do as you wish. i’ll always be with you. i wanna go to your college. i wanna go to the same college. live in the same state as you. i wanna see you everyday. i wanna be there with you jay, because my heart has been damaged, without my heart, which is you, jay park jaebum, i am nothing. i wanna be with you jay, take me along. drag me along. i’ll do anything, babe. for you~”

p/s: i have always been very careful with my capital letters and all, but now, there’s no need of them. well. english people do understand, why not koreans?

I LOVE YOU JAY PARK JAEBUM, FOREVER!

Annyeong ,nae sarang~

p/p/s: even Allah forgives the biggest sin (adultery), what more jay’s unaffected words.